Embrace Our Flaws, Celebrate Our Journeys

Isaac Goh

Isaac's journey into drug addiction began at 17, during his first year of polytechnic.

Having always been business-minded, he sought out opportunities to make quick cash by selling essential oils and candles.

A customer, friendly at first, convinced him to try a quick puff in exchange for a sale. Unaware, that first taste was the beginning of a dangerous journey.

At that time, Isaac was grappling with a deep sense of purposelessness, exacerbated by the COVID-19 lockdown and a turbulent home environment.

His parents' constant arguments, which often revolved around him, fuelled his desire to escape. This led him back to drugs even after his first stint in rehab.

Home brought him no relief. Walking through the door and seeing a cupboard full of old temptations led Isaac to relapse almost immediately.

He was finally forced to confront himself when he saw the hurt in his mother's eyes while he was taken away in handcuffs once more.

During his second time in rehab,

Isaac struggled to find the encourage to open a mail from his father.

This simple message asking if he had eaten and slept well, broke through to him.

Together with his mother's attempts to connect through gaming, he finally realised his family's love.

Reflecting upon his journey, he realised that it was

not a single turning point, but rather a series of events

that nudged him towards change.

"I learnt to embrace the cracks and imperfections that shaped me."

Isaac also realised that parents do not have all the answers. They were also trying their best along the way, and it's in these imperfections that they have opportunities for connection.

Healing is needed on both sides, and Isaac learnt that his parents desired forgiveness too. As he began to reach out, they found meaningful ways to connect.

Through his fitness studio, "As We Move," he built an inclusive space in Chinatown that allows people of all demographics to 'connect, feel less alone, and grow at their own pace'.

Isaac's commitment as a fitness entrepreneur and advocate for youth and recovery keeps him grounded.

Being a part of different programmes with SHINE Children & Family Services, WECARE and Architects of Life has allowed him give back in a way that feels real.

Volunteering with these organisations have allowed him to move forward while helping others to do the same. Giving back helps to ground and motivate him to stay on the right path.